Maverick's Space: Life

Hell is near!

Wed, 14 May 2008 04:24:57 GMT

Heard about quakes in china :( ; it's pathetic to see loss of so many human lives in a zap motion of earth; we live so much short uncontrolled lives, and nature reminds us that.

Yesterday, at least 60 people died in Jaipur in serial blasts , that was more painful to see people taking the news with equal status of IPL matches; how come humans become so heartless; 60 people died, and all people care for is how Shoaib akhtar took wickets yesterday?

My heartiest condolence for the families of demised; and Prayers to god for resting the souls in peace.

I feel like Hell is coming near to us all; around 10 million people died in Myanmar a weak back due to cyclone Nargis, then China, and then blasts in India, feels as if Lucifer is getting hold of mankind; but we shall not forget that god gave us a gift of love. and humanity; we shall practice the most basic right of being loved and loving people.

My love to all....

Whore Or a Saint?

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 13:06:48 GMT

http://gopichand-katragadda.sulekha.com/blog/post/2003/06/whore-or-a-saint.htm

Awesome! Post by this guy.... i was left spellbounded...

Happy Birthday to me !

Mon, 02 Apr 2007 06:57:54 GMT

Happy Birthday to me !

While I am writing this, a biological clock is ticking inside me, and indicating that it’s been 26 yrs, since it started ticking.

You know, its not counting progressive, it’s actually doing a countdown.

I have entered a phase of life which calls for hard work, love, passion, traveling, sex, bad things trying to lure me, money (Less or More), choices for what I need and what I want, Family or career, Home country or some other developed nation many such things are going to come up against me, and I will have to either chose or follow my spirit to let me do it.

This all might sometime put me in problems, sometime it might make me feel wise, but the challenge will remain, this challenge is not professional, not personal, it’s not only me who is thrown against this challenge, all of us are going through it, and it’s LIFE, the challenge is to survive.

On the eve of today, I will celebrate my 26 yrs of survival, and here I wish myself

May God give me strength to survive long.
May God give me strength to give away my entirety, when someone needs to survive over cost of my survival, may I become selfless to serve the soul of humanity.
May I find love and may I give my love to someone who actually needs it.
May I give something to this earth which could come at use for the lives of people.

You say Ameen! And I will sing "Happy Birthday to me!"

An Open Letter to my LOVE

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 09:13:41 GMT

Note - pls do not confer anything on your own while reading this, Talk to me before you confer"

Day before yesterday!

I thought it's high time, and it's truth nothing but complete truth. It's my soul which I tested during past year till date, and found that there is not a single bit of chance that i may be do not LOVE HER, or it might just be infatuation.

It turned out to me, that she's the one that i LOVE.

I don't know anything about her, other then her name.

"IT AIN'T PROFESSIONAL" - so i thought may be i am just wrong, but my heart said "damn! it had she been not your colleague, then what didn't you've loved her, dude! it's the love that no matter what people say, no matter what she loves you or not, YOU LOVE HER, and that's the truth".

So i told myself to test whether i'll be happy in her happiness, or do i just WANT her with me like a child wants a DOLL.

And i tested myself, with question, i bullied myself and told myself that it'll be selfish if you don't care what she wants, you only seem to care for what you want.

Life took its course, and i decided to tell her, and even before she say a single word i knew that i am not the ONE for her, but she came like a MOTHER, full of some kind of pride she was carrying and blaming me to destroy it.

I wanted to say "GoodBye!"

I wanted to say "that you find yourself a good man"

I wanted to say "i still feel bad when you talk to anyone other then me"

I wanted to say "it doesn't matter you love me or not, i love you unconditionally"

I wanted to say "that we faught over a lame matter, and i didn't mean to do that mistake"

I wanted to say " that no matter how many women that i come across, when i'll wake up with anyone of them, the only name that'll first strike my mind will be yours".

I wanted to say "That let's stand together and see ourselves in mirror, we are a picture perfect couple"

I wanted to say "That i want to talk about so many things, it might take us a lifetime, so to start with, let's get married'

I wanted to say I wanted to say I wanted to say I wanted to say I wanted to say I wanted to say I wanted to say I wanted to say I wanted to say I wanted to say I wanted to say I wanted to say I wanted to say - but you didn't heard it, you didn't showed patience to hear it, pride, world, society, profession all came across, but love is something that didn't crossed you ever i guess.

May be i was late

May be i was totally wrong

May be i am a bad man

May be it looks stupid to beg for love

May be you had bad experiences in past

May be you just don't like me

but LOVE deserves LOVE i only know this ubiquitous truth, And i know GOD is with me, GOD will give me strength, GOD will give you SO much LOVE that you'll understand what i wanted to say.

I wish GOD fill you up with LOVE and so much that you eat, talk and breath love, then you'll understand what it is like, and it's not STUPID at least.........

I am OK, You are OK?